Bloody rushed of you

Everytime i make a statement of being distance is good for us..
You seem understood..

Everytime i tried to make everything looks normal between us..
You seem understood..

And..

Everytime we tried to be friend among others..
You act very cool and seen agreed.

Then why..

You only showed the distance in a short time.. then you short the distance. 
Everytime.

You  act normal and cool in a bit of time.. just infront of people..
Then you became a lausy person ever who dont know where to put the period in sentences.

You need to be listened.. everytime.
Sorry mate im not be able to listen and silent all the time..

Why now..
Why you..
And
Why me..

Is someting rushed in your vein now..
Something that push u to reach out..
If somebody getting step in your way..

Wake up mate..
Its not about you all the time.

I did give you a chance..
Once.. twice..
And it always end and brought me to this standing position.
A place called  d i s t a n c e d  from you.
Just realize and accept it mate.

~AM, July 28’15~